Oh, hindi ka sumama sa Japan?!

"Oh, hindi ka sumama sa Japan?!" I've heard this many times all throughout the day. My friends and fellow Kittens has just gone off to Japan this morning for the dCATCH 2010. Having been with them from Bangkok last year for dCATCH '09, it seems like people have treated us as a package when going from one place to another - within the TOMCAT context.

"Mahal e," I would answer. Tantamount to my more direct, succinct and concise answer: Wala akong pera. Then flashing a gentle smile.

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This morning, Judy texted me a sweet message while they were aboard their flight to Narita. I wish I were there, too. I want to feel the coldness that's 10x than what you have expected :) I miss youuuuu! Wado, Karen, Margo, too :)

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I will also be going there. Japan, see you in a coming April, where I can see your Mt.Fuji turn red and your Cherry Blossom Trees bloom their pink blossoms :)

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Tired. Had a shoot in Imus, Cavite for our documentary in Film Production.

Make me write. I'll go for directing now (except for Live). But not with rendering and digitizing. Oh, no. I'm impatient with things I don't have control over. Such a stress.

There's always some reason to feel not good enough.
And it's hard at the end of the day.

I want to be in the arms of an angel.
And find some comfort there.

Lost in Chatuchak

The mild heat of the midday sun and the combined noise of people talking from afar made me remember the day when I was lost in Chatuchak.

On our last day in Bangkok, we went to Chatuchak, the city's tinagge-an tantamount to the Philippines' Divisoria, Greenhills and Baclaran, to buy stuffs before heading to the farewell party in the upcoming night. Various cheap products were sold all around the place. At first, we (dCATCH Pinoys) were walking side-by-side. Until we accidentally parted "shopping ways" because of the differences of our preferences in things to be bought.

I was walking a meter away from Ma'am Faye looking at the stuffs, when a cute tokong (with a big ribbon cloth belt) caught my attention. Drawn by its uniqueness (which was rare in the Philippines), I headed towards the stall where various colors and styles of this kind could be found. I partly drifted from Ma'am Faye, thinking that I would not be too far from where she was.

I delved into the piles of bottom-wears, scrutinizing every color and design that each had. I tested whether well-designed ones fit me well through placing the hipline around my neck. Having been so indulged into the tokong(s), I forgot that I was all alone in the stall - with no other fellow whom I know. I stepped out to check Ma'am Faye who I badly wished was still at the same place where we parted, but she was gone. I looked around - back, front, left right alleys - but all I saw were strange faces. Feeling a tinge of panic, I left the store at once, telling the hospitable sellers that I would go back to buy the item that I had liked.

I tried to sense Ma'am Faye's resounding voice, assuming and hoping that she was joking or talking or blabbering with fellow Pinoys. I probed every pathway and carefully studied the huge colored map that we got before dislodging from the subway, attempting to find a way out of the place. Going forward: Section 10, 12, 14, 16, 18, 20. Going right: Section 20, 18, 16, 14, 12, 10. Textiles and decors, Inexpensive jeans, clothes... It seemed like I was just marching to and fro the same location where I came from. Confused and feared, I looked at every face I crossed path with, hoping that any of them were my fellow. Unfortunately, I did not find even a shadow of someone who knew how to speak my language. I was lost - a cast-away in a far-out marketplace.

Kalma, Jam. Kalma. What else could a stranger do in a place new to her? The only thing that I thought of doing was to make the most out of it - explore the place, converse with new people, and make the experience a significant mark of our BKK trip. Hence, I gripped tightly onto the map I was holding and strutted to the alleyways of one of the biggest marketplace in Bangkok.

Well-aware of the agreed time of returning to our hotel, I strolled around the place. I entered several booths and bargained for cheaper prices for items I have been interested to buy. "How much? 200 baht? How about 150 baht?" I bought a shirt for myself as well as for my brother, and a sarong. With limited budget left, I further promenaded the place which evolved into a rather interesting adventure. Midday was fast approaching; the district was becoming populated.

I was looking at the Thai silk cloths and shawls when I sensed a familiar face from my peripheral. Turning back, I saw Wado looking at the Thai shirts laid on the big table. Not far from him were Megi and Cookai. Approaching them, I exclaimed, "Oi, buti nakita ko kayo! Nawala ako!". To which they responded, "Kami din!"

It was a "perplexingly awesome" experience to be lost in a place where you were a complete stranger to. One, you would fear of not being able to come home because it was a new place in a different country with a distinct language. Two (sort of an irony of the former), you would feel overwhelmed by the "new-ness" of everything around. Probably, that was the essence of being a tourist of another country, or any new place for that matter. You could never get away with the feeling of excitement amidst the adventure that you were faced with - alone in a new place with no other friend than a colored map. Being skilled in speaking English was a huge help - not only could you ask for directions, but you could also ask for lower prices of items! Truly, this experience was one-of-a-kind.

The sun has come up a little farther as the hands of the clock approached midday. During this time, one day in Chatuchak, I was lost - exploring new places, conversing with new people, and enriching an experience. As I felt the worsening heat of the sun, I recounted that experience. Indeed, some seemingly unimportant things could make you remember significant events in your life. Like the heat of the sun that has increased as I finished writing this, and the loudening voices of the people around.

*Midday of January 16, 2010, UST Quadricentennial Square

TOMCAT Smiles

The smiles on their faces outshine the luster of the lights behind.

TOMCAT Production Staff during the Christmas Concert 2009 Gala Night.

H. Clinton Speaks

"Talent is universal, but opportunity may not be. With faith, perseverance, persistence and a sense of mission and purpose, you can make your contribution. Service has been in my heart all throughout my life."

- Hillary Clinton during the The Manila Forum

Hillary Clinton: The Manila Forum

Personal cameras not allowed. A shot of the forum during the day-long replays in TOMCAT (from the Trinity Globecaster Airing Room)

The forum started at 9 am and ended at 10 am, live feed from UST to ANC and CNN. Delayed Telecast at ABS-CBN.

6 am call time. The call time was my saving grace.

Having a class at 11 am, I ended up asking my fellow Kittens as to who could be available to represent our organization for the H. Clinton Forum yesterday. This was when the forum was still scheduled to be held at 11 am.

Nonetheless, when Bryan told me that an excuse letter would be provided to attendees, I volunteered myself, texting Cathy, "Prederrably president daw e. If you don't want, I'll be willing." To which she responded, "Ikaw na lang, gusto mo eh. Haha."

And so I came at the forum, wearing the OSA-provided UST yellow shirt, seated beside the about five rows away from where Pinky Web was delivering her spiels. Such a privelege to be there.

TOMCAT holds SemBreak Workshop 2009

Tomasian Cable Television (TOMCAT), the closed circuit TV network of the University of Sto. Tomas, held its annual SemBreak Workshop at the Educational Technology Center (EdTech) a month later than the usual workshop dates because of class suspensions.

Asst. Prof. Faye Martel-Abugan gives lecture-workshop on basic video production

From November 5 to 6 and 10 to 11, speakers were invited to give lectures and workshop activities to TOMCAT members on basic TV and radio production, news production, TV presentation, scriptwriting and newswriting, and DJ-ing for radio DJ aspirants. Invited speakers were Mr. Jaime Bolok (ABSCBN TV Patrol Story Supervisor), Asst. Prof. Faye Martel-Abugan and Engr. Emmanuel Guevara (TOMCAT advisers), Judy Joy Nuñez (outgoing TOMCAT Technicals and Scenic Crew Division head), Jamelle Ann Catapusan (outgoing TOMCAT Management and Properties Division head) and Mr. Miguel Villaroman (DJ, 99.5 RT).

(From left to right) Mr. Jaime Bolok (ABSCBN TV Patrol story supervisor), Jamelle Ann Catapusan (Outgoing Management Head) and Catherine Recio (Incoming Management Head)

Participants did program segments for the eyed-magazine show "Lunchbox", where four groups were tasked to produce two to three-minute videos in various topics. Unfortunately, two teams were only able to present their final outputs, as technical problems lured the video editing process of the two groups.

TOMCAT participants keen on details given out by the speakers

In addition, two groups from the rado production team did 30-minute radio programs as their output for the workshop.

Participants who attended the workshop were estimated to number around 60.